{"id":17,"date":"2007-03-04T10:08:42","date_gmt":"2007-03-04T08:08:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onhaka.wordpress.com\/2007\/03\/04\/3-ayin-ardindan"},"modified":"2007-03-04T10:08:42","modified_gmt":"2007-03-04T08:08:42","slug":"3-ayin-ardindan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/?p=17","title":{"rendered":"3 Ay\u0131n Ard\u0131ndan&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"bvMsg\" id=\"msgcns!89759046542CE64C!269\">\n<div><span style=\"color:#000000;\"><strong>Evet.. Dile kolay geliyor ama 3 ay\u0131 atlatt\u0131k vatani g\u00f6revimizde, hatta ge\u00e7tik bile 10 g\u00fcn kadar. Insan ge\u00e7irirken biraz zorlan\u0131yor da zaman ge\u00e7ip gittikten sonra \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti onca zaman diye. Ho\u015f daha her\u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Daha nereydese 1 sene var \u00f6n\u00fcmde \ud83d\ude42 Nas\u0131l olsa o da ge\u00e7er biter diyorum i\u00e7imden ama kendimi kand\u0131r\u0131yormu\u015fum gibime geliyor. Nas\u0131l benden \u00f6nce gelen herkes bitirip gittiyse ben de bitirir giderim diyorum ama arkamda beni bekleyenler ve i\u00e7imdeki \u00f6zlem i\u015fimi zorla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor. Allah&#8217;tan i\u015fi g\u00fcc\u00fc yo\u011fun bir ortamday\u0131m. Kendime ay\u0131rabilece\u011fim pek bo\u015f vaktim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in gelecekle ilgili hayaller ve \u00f6zlemlere dalmam kolay olmuyor. \u015e\u00fcphesiz bu zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha da farkl\u0131 hale gelecek. \u00dczerimdeki i\u015f y\u00fck\u00fc aylar ilerledik\u00e7e hafifleyecek, i\u015fte o zaman ger\u00e7ekten s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 dolu g\u00fcnler ba\u015flayacak. Umar\u0131m onunda hakk\u0131ndan da gelebiliriz&#8230;<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#000000;\"><strong><\/strong>\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#000000;\"><strong>\u015eimdilik sizlerle payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler bu kadar. Umar\u0131m s\u0131k aral\u0131klarla buradan sizlere bir\u015feyler aktarabilme imkan\u0131 bulabilirim. Zira aras\u0131ra yo\u011funluktan veya unutkanl\u0131ktan baz\u0131 \u015feyleri ihmal ediyorum. Hatta bu y\u00fczden hakl\u0131 olarak baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131 incitebiliyorum. \u015eimdiden arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131p da merak i\u00e7inde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m veya bir \u015fekilde ihmal etti\u011fim herkesten \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. Hakk\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 helal edin valla i\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7, sinir stres derken kendimizi kaybediyoruz zaman zaman. Sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u0131n\u0131z. Selamlar, sevgiler&#8230;<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#000000;\"><strong><\/strong>\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color:#000000;\"><strong>OnHaKa -Bahriyeli Kisvesi Alt\u0131ndaki Levent-<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Evet.. Dile kolay geliyor ama 3 ay\u0131 atlatt\u0131k vatani g\u00f6revimizde, hatta ge\u00e7tik bile 10 g\u00fcn kadar. Insan ge\u00e7irirken biraz zorlan\u0131yor da zaman ge\u00e7ip gittikten sonra \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti onca zaman diye. Ho\u015f daha her\u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Daha nereydese 1 sene var&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/?p=17\">Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku..<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">3 Ay\u0131n Ard\u0131ndan&#8230;<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onhaka.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}